Though I were perfect, yet would I not know my soul: I would despise my life.
Parallel translations
- WEB I am blameless. I don’t respect myself. I despise my life.
- BSB Though I am blameless, I have no concern for myself; I despise my own life.
- NKJV “I am blameless, yet I do not know myself; I despise my life.
- NASB “I am guiltless; I do not take notice of myself; I reject my life.
- NLT “I am innocent, but it makes no difference to me— I despise my life.
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Quick answer
Job insists he is blameless, yet he no longer cares for himself and despises his life. His integrity brings him no comfort in his misery.
Overview
Job firmly maintains his blamelessness, agreeing with God's own verdict (Job 1:8), yet his suffering has emptied life of value for him. The tension between his clear conscience and his anguish drives him to despair. His honest holding of both integrity and grief reflects the genuine struggle of faith under affliction.
Cross-references & the web
Cross-references · 8
- Ps 139:23–24Search me, O God, and know my heart: try me, and know my thoughts:
- Job 1:1There was a man in the land of Uz, whose name was Job; and that man was perfect and upright, and one that feared God, and eschewed evil.
- Prov 28:26He that trusteth in his own heart is a fool: but whoso walketh wisely, he shall be delivered.
- 1 Cor 4:4For I know nothing by myself; yet am I not hereby justified: but he that judgeth me is the Lord.
- Job 7:21And why dost thou not pardon my transgression, and take away mine iniquity? for now shall I sleep in the dust; and thou shalt seek me in the morning, but I shall not be.
- 1 Jn 3:20For if our heart condemn us, God is greater than our heart, and knoweth all things.
- Job 7:15–16So that my soul chooseth strangling, and death rather than my life.
- Jer 17:9–10The heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked: who can know it?
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